too many mixed emotions
dude i dont know what i am feeling right now i am sad mad upset depresed happy jumpy and gurr i dont know i am numb to everything right now i mean things were great earlier this week i was in a great relationship and everything was going for me but not anymore ... the relationship is over yeah jeen is talking to me again which is good but matt died and drew is in the hospital now and my parents wont let me go see him so yeah i know i have alot of makeup work i have to do for missing so much class cuz of everything that has been going on so yeah i need to focus on that and go get that so i can do it but yeha i am gonna go before i start crying again later