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trixxxie3624 November 24 2005, 04:19:30 UTC
brianna,

i always find myself wishing i knew what to say to you to make things seem ok. i'd like to tell you everything will be just fine and you will be fine and you won't feel pain and you won't be upset, but those are all lies because i know as well as you know that life without the person you love in it every day is the most painful thing anyone could ever feel. i can only hope that you will, some way, find something to focus on that will allow you to go on with the rest of high school without constantly thinking "i miss him..." but inevitably, you will always miss him...and for that i'm sorry. i'm sorry that you have to go thru this kind of pain, it really is not fair to you at all. of all the girls i've ever met, you have left an impression on me that i somehow don't think will ever go away....you are, by far, the strongest girl i know, and i respect you and admire you so much. i often find myself hoping that one day, when i grow up and become a mature responsible adult, i will hopefully be more like you. you are one of the best people i know-you're responsible, caring, hardworking, and you don't take shit from anyone and when i think about who i wish i was more like, you are the very first person who comes to mind.
you've honestly inspired me to become a better person, and your best qualities have rubbed off on me. you set an example for everyone just by being yourself, and sometimes i think you don't realize how great of a person you are, and i just wanted you to know that i respect you and look up to you and i sincerely hope that you follow your heart, and you whatever it is you want to do. you've got your head on straight-anyone can see that just by looking at your life-you somehow balance working, doing great in school, and finding time for your friends and family....you are one of the most responsible and well-rounded girls i know....so with all of that said....you and hugo belong together, and you two have proven that, because after everything you've had to face together, you still love each other and to me, i think that is the best outcome possiblle. it makes me so sad that you and him can't be together because of other things, when you two were so obviously made for each other. but you are a strong girl, and you have a strong relationship with hugo, and i truly believe that in the end, things will work out, and they will be ok. god would have never brought you two together for this long if you weren't meant to end up with each other in the end. and although it's difficult, i know you and hugo will find ways to get through it and you'll find ways to work it out....and i just wanted you to know that you and hugo make me want to keep searching for the right person, and to not give up or get angry or be mad. you and him have the best relationship i've ever seen, and sometimes you do argue or disagree but you love and respect each other and that's what's most important.
you really are one of my heroes brianna. you've had so many reasons to give up or break down, and you never have. i admire your strenght and one day, i hope that i wil be more like you. until then, i know youll continue being the great person that you are, and i wish the very best of luck for you and hugo, and i am praying for you both and i really do hope-and truly believe-this will al work out. i guess whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger-you're living prof of that. i love you and respect you an am always here, no matter what. if there is ever anything at all i could ever do to help you please, please, please just tell me...and just so you know, if you were my daughter or my sister or my girlfriend, i would be SO proud of you for all that you've accomplished, and even now, as your friend, i'm so proud of you, just because you're you and you are an amazing person, and please, no matter what happens to you in your life, don't EVER forget that.

thank you, for giving me an example to follow, and thank you for being such a great friend.

i love you,
liz.

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