catching up
My thoughts summed up? No, I don't think I have respect for many people. People hide behind too much bullshit. In business, suits with images of class and prestige; protestors spewing empty words with no action; military hiding behind rank and awards not earned; college professors who talk big game to students but didn't and don't do shit, doctors who only serve the higher class. Fuck them all. I will respect the good, the hardworking, but fuck the rest. Its a dog eat dog world, and those who truly want to help the world lack clarity on how and what to do. Though everyone is subject to their own interpretations. It seems everyone is just fighting for a paycheck and food on the table, or excessive amounts of money and power. Fuck the state of the world. All I want is good people around me, and a special someone to share what good is left. Though I see how I am a hypocrite. Why should I play the game for trivial happiness while I criticize the others? Why won't I make the life commitment to make the world a better place? Maybe it is the fear of failing, of not knowing exactly what to do and when to do it. Or maybe I don't want to commit for fear of my own misery, suffering, and sadness. I'm still young and I haven't chosen my path. Only explored them.