why are you still running when you could walk here with me?
So i am alone again. im getting used to it. I should be doing homework or studying, but im so effing depresed.. i can't. make sense? no, you wouldn't understand. never mind. my words are useless.
I cannot reason with you. i don't know. my mind has been twisting lately. i've been thinking and using my brain, and im not used to it. i had been so lethargic or closed off that i hadn't used my brain much.
im on drugs right now. its because i had an allergic reaction. i got benydryll. if thats how you spell it. so now im loopy. and tired. and alone.
one and lonely.. haha. i like being alone though, remember? isn't that what you used to say? i cannot remember. i think im losing it. growl. so is this what it feels to go insane? i miss mary. she left tonight to go look at houses. i miss her! come back mary!
today was an absolutely lovely day... beautiful. succinct. yummy. gorgeous. day. i need a thesaurus. or rather, to use the one i have. i think im going to take a nap. goodnight runners. the walker is sleeping.
I cannot reason with you. i don't know. my mind has been twisting lately. i've been thinking and using my brain, and im not used to it. i had been so lethargic or closed off that i hadn't used my brain much.
im on drugs right now. its because i had an allergic reaction. i got benydryll. if thats how you spell it. so now im loopy. and tired. and alone.
one and lonely.. haha. i like being alone though, remember? isn't that what you used to say? i cannot remember. i think im losing it. growl. so is this what it feels to go insane? i miss mary. she left tonight to go look at houses. i miss her! come back mary!
today was an absolutely lovely day... beautiful. succinct. yummy. gorgeous. day. i need a thesaurus. or rather, to use the one i have. i think im going to take a nap. goodnight runners. the walker is sleeping.