maybe different
ok a different kind of thing.
actually the same kind of thing, the usual. just a smattering of my thoughts,but this time the thoughts are kinda different.
anyway first things first. the office has returned. i need not state my feeling towards this.
anyways first of on my list.
1.I actually keep these thoughts until i have enough to post in an entry I actually think like..."o i should remember this thought and put it in lj" kinda weird even by my standards.
2. I saw this guy at mcc that i swear looked exactly like me from over 100 ft away, then he got closer and i saw that he actually had body mass and muscle. it was weird "this is how i would look if all those stupid exercises actually worked" you havent noticed??? thats ok neither did i haha.
3.my toothbrush has this irritable habit of shedding its bristles in my mouth. I will not describe what it feels like to have eyelash like objects swimming around in your mouth. why i dont get a new toothbrush, i'll never know.
4.i hate my job. its not creative. i want a job that gives creative license, but i cant draw good so.....
5.I acquire weird super strong addictions to most every kind of media, music, movies, tv shows, in which during these addictions i literally live off of the stuff. Normally I would recommend being proud of the things you like but in my case i find that that kind of association would bring me labels like...dork freak nerd weirdo insane crazy odd and whole slew of other names that probably shouldnt be named. and no GAY is not one of them. (take that mcc library stalker)
6.often times i find myself wanting to say no im not mennonite. i believe in a savior and whatever the bible says, goes, period. hows that for simple theology? (i say things like this because i find myself increasingly often thinking, you know if i was baptist this wouldnt even be an issue)
7.im a sucker for a good story. i can read sci-fi with my internet nerd friends and romances with girls that insist its the best one they read yet. please just dont give me a biography of an early president or something
8.time management would be the first thing i fail at
9.i ask "does this really matter in light of eternity" a lot more than i used to. i also stopped worrying a lot more than i used to.
10. i am all but physically out of my parents house. im tired of their laws, and even though i'll probably fall on my face and come begging back i still want to get out and away just to say im not totally dependant.
11. i would love not to ever worry about money. money is such a stupid creativity limiting killer. how many times have you heard "the budget wont allow..." well i saw burn the budget and do it the way it was meant to be.
12.i actually like sitting in the mcc library for four hours. its quiet and relaxed. I do everything from sleeping to drawing there.
13.i hate group projects why should my grade depend on the wor of someone else?
14. i hate calculus (only take it if you have to otherwise stay as far away as you can)
15. seriously that reading thing i lose track of the time when i read. (well spent or wasted depending on your view)
16. i keep up to date with all the new tech stuff. (if it lights up and makes life better than i want it)
17. I hardly spend any money of my own. the only thing i really cost other than food and insurance is my gas money to and from mcc i dont really get a whole lot of other expenses.
18.im really straining to get to 20 here....
19. ummmm
20. this is the twentieth thing congrats 20 represents.......absolutely nothing. haha
well thanks for reading the list i figured this was better to post than my others like,
the purpose of life,
understanding men,(notice there is no heart like women)
the heart of women (notice there is no understanding like men)
haha that was pretty good for 1AM wouldnt you say?
anyway leave me a comment or something put in your two cents
tell me im insane, tell me im amazing or at least acknowledge my attempt to make an impact.
feel free to burn, digest, inhale, kill, and/or rip apart anything in here you choose honestly i came up with this stuff late and im not gonna re-read it to see if it all makes sense so...
have at it.
the man of many addictions (of which some could possibly considered weird)
~nick~
actually the same kind of thing, the usual. just a smattering of my thoughts,but this time the thoughts are kinda different.
anyway first things first. the office has returned. i need not state my feeling towards this.
anyways first of on my list.
1.I actually keep these thoughts until i have enough to post in an entry I actually think like..."o i should remember this thought and put it in lj" kinda weird even by my standards.
2. I saw this guy at mcc that i swear looked exactly like me from over 100 ft away, then he got closer and i saw that he actually had body mass and muscle. it was weird "this is how i would look if all those stupid exercises actually worked" you havent noticed??? thats ok neither did i haha.
3.my toothbrush has this irritable habit of shedding its bristles in my mouth. I will not describe what it feels like to have eyelash like objects swimming around in your mouth. why i dont get a new toothbrush, i'll never know.
4.i hate my job. its not creative. i want a job that gives creative license, but i cant draw good so.....
5.I acquire weird super strong addictions to most every kind of media, music, movies, tv shows, in which during these addictions i literally live off of the stuff. Normally I would recommend being proud of the things you like but in my case i find that that kind of association would bring me labels like...dork freak nerd weirdo insane crazy odd and whole slew of other names that probably shouldnt be named. and no GAY is not one of them. (take that mcc library stalker)
6.often times i find myself wanting to say no im not mennonite. i believe in a savior and whatever the bible says, goes, period. hows that for simple theology? (i say things like this because i find myself increasingly often thinking, you know if i was baptist this wouldnt even be an issue)
7.im a sucker for a good story. i can read sci-fi with my internet nerd friends and romances with girls that insist its the best one they read yet. please just dont give me a biography of an early president or something
8.time management would be the first thing i fail at
9.i ask "does this really matter in light of eternity" a lot more than i used to. i also stopped worrying a lot more than i used to.
10. i am all but physically out of my parents house. im tired of their laws, and even though i'll probably fall on my face and come begging back i still want to get out and away just to say im not totally dependant.
11. i would love not to ever worry about money. money is such a stupid creativity limiting killer. how many times have you heard "the budget wont allow..." well i saw burn the budget and do it the way it was meant to be.
12.i actually like sitting in the mcc library for four hours. its quiet and relaxed. I do everything from sleeping to drawing there.
13.i hate group projects why should my grade depend on the wor of someone else?
14. i hate calculus (only take it if you have to otherwise stay as far away as you can)
15. seriously that reading thing i lose track of the time when i read. (well spent or wasted depending on your view)
16. i keep up to date with all the new tech stuff. (if it lights up and makes life better than i want it)
17. I hardly spend any money of my own. the only thing i really cost other than food and insurance is my gas money to and from mcc i dont really get a whole lot of other expenses.
18.im really straining to get to 20 here....
19. ummmm
20. this is the twentieth thing congrats 20 represents.......absolutely nothing. haha
well thanks for reading the list i figured this was better to post than my others like,
the purpose of life,
understanding men,(notice there is no heart like women)
the heart of women (notice there is no understanding like men)
haha that was pretty good for 1AM wouldnt you say?
anyway leave me a comment or something put in your two cents
tell me im insane, tell me im amazing or at least acknowledge my attempt to make an impact.
feel free to burn, digest, inhale, kill, and/or rip apart anything in here you choose honestly i came up with this stuff late and im not gonna re-read it to see if it all makes sense so...
have at it.
the man of many addictions (of which some could possibly considered weird)
~nick~