[theatrical_muse] What is the biggest mistake you've made in a relationship?
The biggest mistake I’ve ever made in a relationship? Really? I suppose to get the real story you’d have to call Sarah, my ex-wife because some days I’m still not sure what happened between us. I can’t even think straight sometimes when it comes to my past with Sarah. I was absent though I think. I just wasn’t there, maybe it’s a doctor thing, we get so caught up in our work that its hard to even put in the time or effort of living outside the hospital or maybe that’s just me making excuses for the way things turned out. I honestly just could not tell you.
I probably should never have married her in the first place. It’s not that I didn’t love her because I did. She was everything to me for a long time, I’m just not entirely sure why she was everything if that makes any sense. I don’t know if it was obligations, if it was because I fixed her or if it was just her. And sometimes I really hate myself for that indecision.
Sometimes I put so much of myself into things that there is just enough left for other people. And sometimes I put so much of myself into people that, I get lost pretty easily when they let me down or hurt me.
I do a lot of things wrong in relationships. Who doesn’t right?
Muse: Jack Shephard
Fandom: LOST
Word Count: 235
I probably should never have married her in the first place. It’s not that I didn’t love her because I did. She was everything to me for a long time, I’m just not entirely sure why she was everything if that makes any sense. I don’t know if it was obligations, if it was because I fixed her or if it was just her. And sometimes I really hate myself for that indecision.
Sometimes I put so much of myself into things that there is just enough left for other people. And sometimes I put so much of myself into people that, I get lost pretty easily when they let me down or hurt me.
I do a lot of things wrong in relationships. Who doesn’t right?
Muse: Jack Shephard
Fandom: LOST
Word Count: 235