arghhh
why do I ALWAYS screw everything up?!
I can't carry on a conversation with anyone for 5 minutes without annoying them to the point that they don't even want to talk to me.
I don't TRY to be annoying... but its even annoying when I try really hard NOT to be!
Why do I always do everything wrong?!
I'm ready to just stop trying and become a wrecluse. I'll never leave home and won't have any friends to worry about keeping...
And the sad part is that if I did, I feel like no one would care.
I mean, who even reads this thing anyway? Andrew and Yushin.
would they care if I stopped writing in it? probably not.
I'm sick of feeling like everyone hates me. what is wrong with me!? I think I have paranoia....
aarrrggghhh
I can't carry on a conversation with anyone for 5 minutes without annoying them to the point that they don't even want to talk to me.
I don't TRY to be annoying... but its even annoying when I try really hard NOT to be!
Why do I always do everything wrong?!
I'm ready to just stop trying and become a wrecluse. I'll never leave home and won't have any friends to worry about keeping...
And the sad part is that if I did, I feel like no one would care.
I mean, who even reads this thing anyway? Andrew and Yushin.
would they care if I stopped writing in it? probably not.
I'm sick of feeling like everyone hates me. what is wrong with me!? I think I have paranoia....
aarrrggghhh