Aug 17, 2005 00:40
LIFELINE
is it really time to leave this here
all the pain and memories and endless fears
the moments of love and the silly drama
are we now at a pause, is this our comma?
as my lips spoke yes, my head nodded no
im really not ready to let you go
i thought i was prepared i thought this was okay
but the doing is a lot harder than what you say
i dont have time to think i dont have time to grasp
your face, your body, your touch is no longer in my clasp
i can only hear your voice through a telephone wire
the hurt and pain burns within me like fire
tomarrow ill wake up and i wont hear the phone ring
"come over..lets hang out" i wont hear your voice sing
instead it will be "hows life at home...how is school"
im not okay, im lonely without you, you silly fool
and your gone, and as the song did say
things will never ever be the same
we might touch again and hold each other close
and maybe we will laugh and joke and tickel each others toes
but it will be different we will both have changed
i dont know if it will be in a good or bad way
but regardless i wish you the best of luck
and in my heart i will always tuck
your tender smile and loving hold
that held me everytime i was cold
we didnt do this by choice it was just as time rolls
we arent angry or upset we still have connected souls
your special to me, and i will always remember
but i still hate this blasted fall, this september
but, i will never forget the day we first said hello
and i cannot wait for the days i see that familiar fellow.
you see you havent faded in my eyes
you are still scripted onto my life line
well...joe leaves on thursday, tonight was the last time we got to hold each other and hang out, tomarrow hes bringing by the letter hes written to me. im going to be a mess. its funny, you think ur ready, but you can never be ready.