Mona Lisa
Alas, my computer is letting us on the internet. Ntl cut us off cos mummy didnt pay a bill. lol.
Brief update of life:
-Got a job: Hungry Horse.... providing food and clean tables for the hungry moaners of shooters hill
-Decided to do a Foundation in art before go off to uni... staying in Lonodn for another year!
-Having second thoughts about a certain area in my life, things will have to stop
Bah, that didnt take long, i dont really have much of a life. Oh well, im used to it!
I need a night out, need much to get very drunk and forget about everything...yayinity. However... the only way i can get a night out is by going to Corby and going out with my aunt. Which means money- which i DO HAVE! yay, thanks to job and ema bonus. I wish some of my mates here would come out with me :-( Wish i could get in! I wouldnt wanna go anywhere round here- not my scene, but somewhere cool like in London. maybe even ministry of sound, or egg- they have a goth night, hehe. *pinches self to wake up, no-one would come.
yesterday i "had a bad day" *sings very much out of tune, at work, things were getting on top of me, and i werent handling them very well on account of having 4 hours sleep the previous night, from my little sisters' sleepover. All the time i was working i was dreaming of alcohol, lol. I swear im not an alcy! Yeh, i was just so stressed, and then i lost it when some rude man started on me cos i spilled the last little bit of a drink when i thought they had left already, but they came back. It was embarassing, i bet they are all going to think i cant take a days hard work and cant put up with dodgy customers... eek!
*considers when to plan night out, due to work...
Ah well, at least i have fran's party thing if i cant get off work, although, doubt i will be able to drink there!
I have decided, as a trademark to my LJ, im going to show one piece of art that fits my mood... maybe ye all can learn something too. Today's art: Mona lisa, by Leonardo Da Vinci
Why, you may wonder, did i pick Mona Lisa, well, i agree with the view that is shown in the film 'Mona Lisa Smile'. That although she is smiling, there's a whole world that no-one knows about that gives her reasons to not smile (things are really shit but no-one knows that) and the smile is kinda fake, cos really she's hurting. We are never quite certain in what mood Mona Lisa is really looking at us.