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well humm....... its the wonderfull Aprill Fools Day.... one of my most hated days...... roar...
i cant stand this day.... for one its jsut a day for ppl to like make funn of, and confuze the hell out of me..... and well it starts off my most hated month of the year.... well that explanation will probl. come in later.... hen its time... but yeah, nothing big really happen today.... or at leat to me.. i saw more girl on girl, and guy on guy action then ever today... lol.... wow the people at my school..... ha ha ha ha
well other then that i kinda felt like crap today... but then i got off at the bussstop... and it was just me and darrin... and well we just sat there and talked, which haddent happent in.... well a while... and it was actually good... im not gunna get back w/ him... but, and i ddont wanna sound like full of my self or anything... but i can just tell that he misses me... and its kinda funny, cuz b4 like last few months... all we did was argue... and now its like we actually talked... and i felt closer to him then b4... sad aint it.... yeah my relationships are soo fucked.... well, then he just had to get a hug, and he just held me.... uggh... here we go again wit the guilt trip.... no its not gunna work this time... there i go again talking to my self... lol
well then earlyer... like idk an hour or so.. i was jsut randomly talking to Joe... and he was just like, you should be happier... and it just made me think(scary aint it)... i mean ppl say... be happy... and well... idk what its like to be 'happy' as they put it... im sooo sick of ppl saying that... they just dont get it, i cant be any happeier.... idk how... idk what it is to be 'happier'... but w/e.... oh well... i guess thats what meds are for... hu? tee hee.... uggh... ok ima stop trying to be something im not not...
♥~`~`~`~`~♥I'M GETTING MY NEW PANTS TOMOROW♥!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~`~`~`~♥
i cant stand this day.... for one its jsut a day for ppl to like make funn of, and confuze the hell out of me..... and well it starts off my most hated month of the year.... well that explanation will probl. come in later.... hen its time... but yeah, nothing big really happen today.... or at leat to me.. i saw more girl on girl, and guy on guy action then ever today... lol.... wow the people at my school..... ha ha ha ha
well other then that i kinda felt like crap today... but then i got off at the bussstop... and it was just me and darrin... and well we just sat there and talked, which haddent happent in.... well a while... and it was actually good... im not gunna get back w/ him... but, and i ddont wanna sound like full of my self or anything... but i can just tell that he misses me... and its kinda funny, cuz b4 like last few months... all we did was argue... and now its like we actually talked... and i felt closer to him then b4... sad aint it.... yeah my relationships are soo fucked.... well, then he just had to get a hug, and he just held me.... uggh... here we go again wit the guilt trip.... no its not gunna work this time... there i go again talking to my self... lol
well then earlyer... like idk an hour or so.. i was jsut randomly talking to Joe... and he was just like, you should be happier... and it just made me think(scary aint it)... i mean ppl say... be happy... and well... idk what its like to be 'happy' as they put it... im sooo sick of ppl saying that... they just dont get it, i cant be any happeier.... idk how... idk what it is to be 'happier'... but w/e.... oh well... i guess thats what meds are for... hu? tee hee.... uggh... ok ima stop trying to be something im not not...
♥~`~`~`~`~♥I'M GETTING MY NEW PANTS TOMOROW♥!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~`~`~`~♥