I can not live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me...

Aug 17, 2006 00:33

It hit me like a truck. It felt like all the air had been knocked out of me...watching you drive away was one of the most difficult things I've ever had to see.

I sat in my car and cried until I thought I was going to throw up. I couldn't stop crying, the tears just came harder every time I tried to stop. It just suddenly hit me that I won't see you for over a month. I wont be able to touch you, to feel you, to lay with you, to spend all day with you. That's almost unthinkable...I have such a deep need to be with you. When you said that its like you can't even breathe without me, you were totally right. I feel like there is such a big part of me missing right now, and I'd do anything to get it back. And damn, you've only been gone about 18 hours!

Nevertheless, I am so sure that we're gonna make it. It's one of those things that I just intrinsically know. There is no way that I could ever love anyone more than I love you. I say that with absolute certainty because I know that you're my one and only. When I take a moment to stop worrying and really focus on what's important, the truth is undeniable.

No matter what happens in these next crazy 4 years, I'm promising you something right now:

I'll always love you. I'll always take care of you. I'll always be here for you. I'll always do anything and everything in my power to make you happy. I'll follow you anywhere. I'll always cherish you. I'll always be your best friend. No matter what, we will always love each other as much as we do at this very moment. I promise from the bottom of my heart.

I love you. I can't wait until I'm back home in your arms. <3
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