the end.
Sometimes you just have to step back and look at the situation.
I find it very easy to forgive and forget, but at what point does it turn into me letting someone walk all over me. I've wronged some people and have had many wrong me, but when it came down to forgiving someone I usually gave in and did it. Not because I'm weak but because I truely believed the person was sorry or had known the person a long time and just gotten to a place where I didn't care anymore because it was behind me. Chances are if I've known you for a long time and you've always been there for me or if we've really only been in one fight I will put the past behind me and move on.
I'm at a place where I find if I forgive someone I will just be giving in. Becoming weak. Letting them walk all over me and say nothing about it. I care about this person, more than I care about most people, but I find that even this little thing is a huge deal. This isn't the first time this has happened to me with him and it certainly has happened with other guys, but this time I feel it's different. Because it has happened before I feel like I just need to just let it end. Finish this chapter and start writing a new one. I've obviously not been treated the way I should be treated. Even if this is just a friendship I feel like I keep giving get very little in return. I am an incredibly nice girl who will do almost anything for her friends, but I'm to the point where he's not worth it. I haven't done anything wrong and when things like this happen it is extremely frustrating. I suppose it's time. Time to say goodbye. Seems early and it doesn't seem right but there are some things that you just need to do for yourself and this is something i'm doing for me.
I've recently realized that I'm a very intimidating person. I maybe say things I shouldn't say or let people get close to me and scare them when the realize how well I actually do know them & how close we really are. When I'm close to someone I can pretty much read them like a book, I know every move before they make it. Maybe some people get scared... I don't know what the deal is all I know is I deserve to be happy.
There is someone that will make me happy.
I find it very easy to forgive and forget, but at what point does it turn into me letting someone walk all over me. I've wronged some people and have had many wrong me, but when it came down to forgiving someone I usually gave in and did it. Not because I'm weak but because I truely believed the person was sorry or had known the person a long time and just gotten to a place where I didn't care anymore because it was behind me. Chances are if I've known you for a long time and you've always been there for me or if we've really only been in one fight I will put the past behind me and move on.
I'm at a place where I find if I forgive someone I will just be giving in. Becoming weak. Letting them walk all over me and say nothing about it. I care about this person, more than I care about most people, but I find that even this little thing is a huge deal. This isn't the first time this has happened to me with him and it certainly has happened with other guys, but this time I feel it's different. Because it has happened before I feel like I just need to just let it end. Finish this chapter and start writing a new one. I've obviously not been treated the way I should be treated. Even if this is just a friendship I feel like I keep giving get very little in return. I am an incredibly nice girl who will do almost anything for her friends, but I'm to the point where he's not worth it. I haven't done anything wrong and when things like this happen it is extremely frustrating. I suppose it's time. Time to say goodbye. Seems early and it doesn't seem right but there are some things that you just need to do for yourself and this is something i'm doing for me.
I've recently realized that I'm a very intimidating person. I maybe say things I shouldn't say or let people get close to me and scare them when the realize how well I actually do know them & how close we really are. When I'm close to someone I can pretty much read them like a book, I know every move before they make it. Maybe some people get scared... I don't know what the deal is all I know is I deserve to be happy.
There is someone that will make me happy.