Red Cherry Tree...
I just spent 3 hours cleaning the kitchen woo hoo. Just so I could go to asheville with my mom tomorrow. I still haven't gone to asheville even though I was suppose to go....thursady, wednesday oh I don't know anymore, I don't even know what today is I know its the 31st I think its saturday. Hmmm my fingers are all wrinkley, its quite disgusting. I hate it when you think you've finished washing dishes but you haven't you go out of the kitchen and find more dishes in the living room and then you go to wash them and your out of hot water.I'am not tired and by the time Mom amd Doug wake up I will be ready to fall asleep and me and the mom still won't go anywhere, lol thats funny. I went outside for about an hour earlier and sat in the tree that my Grandfathers ashes are spread around and thought about when we were going to spread my Grandmothers ashes, then I cried for 15 minutes because I miss them so much, I was staring at my house and Dougs house were my Grandfathers beautiful humongeous garden once was, I remeber me and my sister Maxine going out there and helping my Grandfather pick korn, potatoes, tomatoes, squash, etc. Then me and Max would have a race and see who could get around the garden first, ha. And we would usually stop and eat the sweet blueberries/raspberries/blackberries, I remember one time Max threw one at me....and it hit me right between the eyes....I also remember the time when I was outside with Maxine and Mom and Grandma and Maxine was swating a bee and then it came after me, and I started running and screaming like a pathetic little sissy, but damn it was scary. The only thing me and Max do together now is fight. I got to talk to Maria last night on yahoo...glad to hear from her, shes doing good, dating Joey Baker?? thinks that is his last name. ugh I feel dirty, I 'am gonna take a shower in a few...my comp is being a fuckwit something is wrong with the color, the screen looks cloudy?!?!?! what the fuck is wrong god damnit!!???!?!?!?!?!?!!