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[cant_escape_it]

i didn't even get to say a proper goodbye.
i came home from work yesterday.. and she wasn't there wagging her tail like always.
i loved her so much and i know it's dumb to be attached like that... but it just sucks.
i can't believe shes gone..
every morning she would lay on my stomach while i watched tv.. and now thats not ever going to happen again.
every christmas she would get all excited and play with the wrapping paper.
it was so cute. it's just so weird.
i miss her.
i know its for the best.. and she wont have to suffer now.
but this just fucken sucks.