Aug 17, 2006 02:35
Life has been very busy for me lately, i am currently in los angeles right now sitting up in the middle of the night unable to sleep because i am being kept up by the pressures of life and when i should be having a good time hanging out with my friends and such i am not. I fail to enjoy myself because i have so much on my mind, first off my parents recently seperated and i havent seen my dad in a month and i miss him so much and i never really appreciated him until i lost him in a way. i just want to see my dad right now but i am unable to and that keeps my up. School is also starting soon and i move into the dorms but the crap with my family makes it really hard to feel like i should try. I need something great to happen in my life soon. I have to borrow so much fucking money for school and no one and no scholarship pages gave me any money. i hope my life turns for the better because i feel like i really need it to.
Steve Miller