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Omg...now I'm very upset...ok...i luved The Beatles ok? LOVED THEM!!!!
But then my dad let me watch the Anthology and it totally ruined everything for me. John Lennon was gorgeous in 1964 and he was hilarious but as he got older he got stupid and creepy. Why did they have to get into drugs? George, my favorite Beatle, is dead...from CANCER!!!! It's just idk...everything I've ever thought about The Beatles is different now. And during Help! They were all stoned and it just ruins it for me. Idk why I care so much. If ne other band was stoned while making a movie I wouldn't care...but it's just b/c it's The Beatles...it just really sux.
And it all started after the uprising in the Philipines and then John's comment that caused America to revolt against them and then they stopped going on tour and that's when everything changed. And they weren't the AMAZING Beatles to me...now when I think of them I think of creepy men who were high or stoned all the time. When they met the queen of England Ringo was stoned...or high or w/e- but I mean THE QUEEN...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...idk
I just really REALLY wish that I never watched the movies...well I wish I would've stopped at the 2nd one cuz that one was amazing... and now all I'm let with is their bad days. And they were fighting all the time and it wasn't the same as when they first started out. And I no that their lives had to change as they got older but I wish they didn't...grow up?...I guess
And I start working tomorrow and I don't no wat I'm doing and I don't even have a white shirt...I guess my aunt bought me one? idk wat if I hate it? Then wat??? Ahhh...I'm scaredddddd...
ooooooo...the beatles...everything I see or hear makes me think of them and then I'm like...overcome with grief...if that makes ne sense. And I really hope I'm not insulting ne1 or nething it's just...the beatles aren't the innocent, amazing ppl they were to me before...I really hope I get over this and will somehow b able to foregt it or ignore it...b/c I want to love the beatles again...well I still do....ahhhhhhh...i don't even no if this entry makes ne sense...but it makes sense to me...
omggggggggggggggggg...w/e
But then my dad let me watch the Anthology and it totally ruined everything for me. John Lennon was gorgeous in 1964 and he was hilarious but as he got older he got stupid and creepy. Why did they have to get into drugs? George, my favorite Beatle, is dead...from CANCER!!!! It's just idk...everything I've ever thought about The Beatles is different now. And during Help! They were all stoned and it just ruins it for me. Idk why I care so much. If ne other band was stoned while making a movie I wouldn't care...but it's just b/c it's The Beatles...it just really sux.
And it all started after the uprising in the Philipines and then John's comment that caused America to revolt against them and then they stopped going on tour and that's when everything changed. And they weren't the AMAZING Beatles to me...now when I think of them I think of creepy men who were high or stoned all the time. When they met the queen of England Ringo was stoned...or high or w/e- but I mean THE QUEEN...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...idk
I just really REALLY wish that I never watched the movies...well I wish I would've stopped at the 2nd one cuz that one was amazing... and now all I'm let with is their bad days. And they were fighting all the time and it wasn't the same as when they first started out. And I no that their lives had to change as they got older but I wish they didn't...grow up?...I guess
And I start working tomorrow and I don't no wat I'm doing and I don't even have a white shirt...I guess my aunt bought me one? idk wat if I hate it? Then wat??? Ahhh...I'm scaredddddd...
ooooooo...the beatles...everything I see or hear makes me think of them and then I'm like...overcome with grief...if that makes ne sense. And I really hope I'm not insulting ne1 or nething it's just...the beatles aren't the innocent, amazing ppl they were to me before...I really hope I get over this and will somehow b able to foregt it or ignore it...b/c I want to love the beatles again...well I still do....ahhhhhhh...i don't even no if this entry makes ne sense...but it makes sense to me...
omggggggggggggggggg...w/e