May 02, 2005 14:01
I wish it would storm...
Ok...I've been complaining a lot about how I never get invited to things or w/e but that's not really what was bothering me the most. The thing that makes me really mad is how people just use and walk all over me. Everyone knows that if their friends completely ditch them, they can run to me. I'm tired of being the person who will take them in. And the thing is, even when they run to me, they still ignore me...they talk to me but they aren't really talking to me- they're either talking to me loudly so sum1 else can hear them, or they don't listen when I talk...and look around and don't pay any attention to what I'm saying. Why are people so freaking rude and selfish? And it's not just that...I mean just people in general are so hateful...let's say there're 5 ppl that are all firneds. But friend A and B are like best friends, and friends C,D,and E are just good friends. Well, over time friends A and B fight a lot and drift apart. And then frineds B and C become best friends and always leave friend A out. So everyone hangs out but no one invites frined A. Well, then when friend A isn't around, everyone esle talks about that person. And they gossip...I don't get that...they're supposed to b good friends. Good friends don't talk about each other behing their backs...
So anyway...and then friend A realizes that everyone's leaving him/her out and then starts using friend F. A does everything with F until firneds b,c,d,and e come along. Then A completely drops F. Why can't people just get along?
I've had it. I'm tired of being nice to ppl when I no they're using me. They can't take advantage of me nemore...I'm not going to let them.
And let's say Friends 1 and 2 always sit together at lunch. And then firned 3 comes without his/her best firned 4. 1 and 2 are nice to 3 b/c they no that if their friend was gone they would want firned 3 to treat them the same way. Well when the time comes and friend 2 is gone and 1 is all alone...do 3 and 4 make an attempt to include 1? No, they walk up and leave 1 all alone. That's so selfish.
I am no longer going to b friend 1. If you don't want to talk to me when ur other firneds are around...then don't bother talking to me at all. And I won't talk to u.
And I'm not saying ppl can't have ne other friends...I don't really no how to explain wat I mean but...hopefully ppl no wat I'm saying and don't get mad at me for this entry...
I just ughh idk...it's just rude... I mean at least ppl like Kyra try to include others...idk...