> LeTs JuSt RuN aWaY sOmEwHeRe BeaUtiFuL
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
My hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
okayy so yesterday i had school like normal bOriNg then i got tracy to walk up to aunt jaimes and we stopped in to see her then after so long tracy went home and me and aunt jaime just chilled and talked ya kno .. i havent seen her in like forever soo we needed to talk majorly then hmm we watched dorian(sp) bc tara and donny went out and then ben came down and allen got home from a parade he had to go to and we all watched some movie i forget what it was called it was pretty good tho... just a nOrMaL niTe haha i dont kno i had fun mommy almost didnt let me stay bc i was supposed to go to danielles but my mommys battery died and my dad wasnt home so she had to wait till he got home and then he said i could so it was all good and aunt jaime didnt have her car bc something went wrong with it so yeah then this morning we got up really early well early for me and jaime got a ride up the mountain to get her car and me n allen just hung out for a while then i was playing with dorian Donnys son omgosh what a cutie but then aunt jaime came back down to hang out till she had to go to work then she dropped me off at here and went to work then hmm well i dont kno what im doing tonite yet but i got a shower and put in my contacts and decided to update this BeOtCh but i prolly will endup doing nothing tonite so ill probably update yet again.. love you guys ... MonDo aLoT<=)
- courtney marie -
<3 when you say you love me dont just say it .. mean it too ... <3