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Sep 26, 2006 15:30

i hate it when people use you.
they throw you away.
and they don't look back.
they don't even realize they had something.
they don't care anymore.
if they did in the beginning.
they wouldn't have thrown you away.
i hate it when people use me.
i'm not a machine.
i have feelings.
i think.
i breathe.
i live.
i love.
but even though i hate it, i can't hate him.
i can only wish him happiness.
no matter how much bad things he does to me.
i can't stop caring for him.
i can't forget him... or anyone i care about.
that is how i am.
people can't tell when i'm hurting really bad.
cause i hide it under a big goofy face.
all my life.
everything has been so one-sided.
all i want.
well...
now, i really don't care what you do anymore.
i really don't.
just be a good person.
stop playing around with people.
that is how you can lose people...
you cheat
you lie
you break promises
you stop caring...

so this is to the people who i care about.
i love you guys that care about me.
you notice me. you talk to me. you see me when i'm invisible.
thank you.
so this is also to the people who don't want me to care about them.
i care about you anyways.

this is my goodbye to the now empty glass of orange juice sitting on my counter. i hope someone rinses you out clean and fills you up for good.

on another sidenote: i don't have a cell phone no more!! ^^
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