Jan 18, 2006 05:17
i did it the easiest way i saw possible.
and, in a way, it's all resting on andy's shoulders right now.
is he going to stay with me? not if i have a say in it.
if he doesn't? if mommy gets there in time...?
i can't even think about it. it's what i want, she knows it and i know it. but it hurts to think that i did something that STUPID.
so much for letting me sweet sixteen pass unnoticed.