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So tired of being ruthless and reckless....
time to dream that love will last.....
So Break has over all been Boring yet amazing....
So saturday night i went to bob and tinas for the new years party for the youth group.. It was pretty much awesome.. played games and talked all night till like 3 30am . then the girls went to the model . Me tristan and jessica shared a room megan and ashley shared the other.Me tristan and jessica played truth... BIG mistake....... lol long story... anyways when we got done i went to talk to megan and ashley in the other room. and it was just us for a while talking about guys we liked and then Girls that we couldnt stand lol. Then tristan and jessica i guess got bored and came over to the room and talked to us.. kinda made things weird lol... but all night everyone kept telling me to ask bobby to the snowflake banquet *its like a homecoming for the youth at church* but I kept saying no. Only cuz i was scared bobby would say no... Anyways at like 5 30 me jess and tristan went back to our room. jess fell asleep me and tristan stayed up... and got ready for church.. Tina only had room for four of the girls so she was gonna take everyone cept me cuz i said id ride with bob and bobby then jess said shed stay back with me which was kool. So all the girls left at nine and me and jess hung out and waited for the guys to get ready then bobby walked in and we all started talking till bob got ready.then me and bobby went out to the truckand i put my stuff in the back then i seen a window of opportunity lol ... and so.. I was like hey are u going to the snowball banquet? and hes like yeah i have to ... and i was like oh... who are u going with? and hes like no one yet.. then bob and jess walked out and bobby walked away... we all got in the truck to go to chruch on the way jess read us her begining to her novel? lol not gonan say anything.. anyways we got to the church and i go talk to yonna then bobby walks up and i was like u walked away when we were talking and hes like when? and i was like uhh by ur truck before we left and hes like i dont remeber and i was liek whatever dont talk to me and i walked away laughing then i walked up to yonna and i was almost in tears and i was like whatever im giving up ... BUt there was hope lol.... he was in the back of the church when i walked out of the sanctuary..and i was like eww u didnt remeber what we were talking about. and hes like no i remember now.. so i walked over to him and i went to go finish talking ot him and jess and her mom walked up i wanted to scream lol..... so we talked to them then teri walked away and jess just stood there and i looked at her cuz she knew what i was doing... and shes like i gotta do something... so i was liek yeah about the snowflake thing... Do you wanna go with me? if u dont thats fine..but i was just wondering... and hes liek yeah ill go with u and smiled... my face had to have been so red.. like it gets when im happy and stuff.. lol then i was like awesome or something maybe i didnt say anythign i cant remember but he started talkign to yonna and i went to tristans sound box thing and her and jess were standing there smiling at me and theyre liek so? and i was like omg he said yes and we all started laughing... then yonna came in the bathrooms while we were fixing our hair and i was tellin them what happened and i told her...
Then church started
They started singing and they played a song where everyone went around and shook hands and i walked by bobbys sound booth to go talk to tristan and i smiled at him and i was like no im not shaking ur hand lol... and went and talked to tristan and thenwalked back and shook his and i was like yeah i felt bad then this guy walked by and he shook my hand and was liek gosd bless u then i went to walk to shake more hands and still had my hand so i stopped and hes like u r a very blessed child. i see gods hands on u one day you are going to teach his words...or soemthing.. it was awesome... it really made me feel good.. Then jessica came out of the nursery and got me.. and wanted me to help in there so i did.. it was kool cuz i was really tired and i didnt wanna fall asleep during the sermon or anything and the kids kept me up and i could still hear pastur jim preaching from there so it worked out.
then
After church tristan walked up and gave me a ticket for the dance and i signed it and gave it back to her. and shes like lets go have bobby sign one so i know u guys are coming. and she got there before me and i walked in the sound booth and hes like i donno erica am i going and smiled. and i was like YES ur going lol...
Then
I told bobby i needed my stuff outta his dads truck so he went and got the keys and we went to get it and my mom was already there waiting for me in her truck so i got my stuff told him id call him this week and left . Got burger king came home . Went to nancys for the night till like midnight...it was kool rick gave me some christian books and liek the bible on flash cards.. they explained what everything was and meant its awesome and a book that walks u through the bible..
Came home got online now im here writting this but no one will read it lol..... tomorrow im going to hang out with kyle... then coming home being bored...