Scrouge!
Today is christmas eve. Im totally not feeling it at all.Im not excited liek i used to be. plus it doesnt help im totally falling for this kid and i dont even know for shure if he likes me. I havent felt like this about someone since kyle. And its driving me nuts ive like him since like beginning of the year or whenever i went to my aunts church the first time. Blah i dont even know. Im treading on thin water. Cuz im scared to ask him if he likes me cuz i dont want to make things awkward but i think he might. But it wouldnt be the first time i was wrong. So Gahhh what should i do i just dont know about anything anymore .
Family is coming over tonight if u even wanna call us a family anymore. I mean its like me my mom austin my aunt teri uncle paul kaylin and christopher and my grandpa. So i donno. I realy really really miss my grandma. I knew christmas was gonna be hard but i didnt know it would be like this. But everytime i think about that i read this poem. Ill type it out tonight or soemthing