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*deep breath*
This is not a good month, y'know that? A friend of my brother's died in Afghanistan a little while ago. My grandma won't talk to us because we told her that we don't have room to have her live with us. My best friend is incommunicado (grounded because of a cell phone bill is the official story) and I'm growing more worried for her by the day. My family is going through the general pre-reunion fights and I am sorely tempted to just beg off because of work so that I don't have to go through the freakin' drama yet again.
I am starting school and have to make my work compatible with my school... which is going to be hell... I don't know how I'm going to do this.
Argh. I don't know... just... it seems like everything's clouded and mashed and it won't come out right. There's something matter with everything, everything's breaking, everyone's breaking. Is this just pre-school jitters, or...?
I try not to whine, but I can't help it sometimes. :p I don't have time or inspiration to write anymore and that hurts a bit (haven't found a better way yet to vent frustration). Thus I am using my emo icon. Bah. I want to go into hibernation for the entire school year.
~Ranting,
Me
This is not a good month, y'know that? A friend of my brother's died in Afghanistan a little while ago. My grandma won't talk to us because we told her that we don't have room to have her live with us. My best friend is incommunicado (grounded because of a cell phone bill is the official story) and I'm growing more worried for her by the day. My family is going through the general pre-reunion fights and I am sorely tempted to just beg off because of work so that I don't have to go through the freakin' drama yet again.
I am starting school and have to make my work compatible with my school... which is going to be hell... I don't know how I'm going to do this.
Argh. I don't know... just... it seems like everything's clouded and mashed and it won't come out right. There's something matter with everything, everything's breaking, everyone's breaking. Is this just pre-school jitters, or...?
I try not to whine, but I can't help it sometimes. :p I don't have time or inspiration to write anymore and that hurts a bit (haven't found a better way yet to vent frustration). Thus I am using my emo icon. Bah. I want to go into hibernation for the entire school year.
~Ranting,
Me