complications
we are reconsidering working with robin on the record. it may not work out as planned. we also re-recorded "hearts" with michael strub but we are unsure whether that will be what we want also. we may just...oh no....do it ourselves?!
i stayed up all night a few days ago and wrote 43 pages.
and thought of kirsta for the first time in awhile.
life is getting easier in some facets and harder in others. i am feeling pressured to do something, create something...is music what i should do with my life? can i do it without ultimately hurting myself? i don't know.
poetry has always been the easiest. i just need to get published. that's a laugh. i can't even write for some second rate review website, and the chances i had to work with a real magazine i flaked out.
i am my own person.
i should just be happy to have peace of mind, but with this knowledge and enlightenment it becomes more difficult than usual to live. the things that come so easily to everyone else are hard for me to understand. i struggle to get up and get myself dressed. i forget things and i dread all my daily activities. i am loathing my workplace as we speak.
i want someone to enter my life who really cares and understands. someone who will listen rather than wait for a chance to talk. i want them now.
xo
i stayed up all night a few days ago and wrote 43 pages.
and thought of kirsta for the first time in awhile.
life is getting easier in some facets and harder in others. i am feeling pressured to do something, create something...is music what i should do with my life? can i do it without ultimately hurting myself? i don't know.
poetry has always been the easiest. i just need to get published. that's a laugh. i can't even write for some second rate review website, and the chances i had to work with a real magazine i flaked out.
i am my own person.
i should just be happy to have peace of mind, but with this knowledge and enlightenment it becomes more difficult than usual to live. the things that come so easily to everyone else are hard for me to understand. i struggle to get up and get myself dressed. i forget things and i dread all my daily activities. i am loathing my workplace as we speak.
i want someone to enter my life who really cares and understands. someone who will listen rather than wait for a chance to talk. i want them now.
xo