wherever has the real sunshine gone?
i'm living in a shadow.
i am two people, an alter-ego of my alter-ego.
i hate living at my house, and drew told me i could move into sandy's old condo and they would help me out. i think i just may.
mark took the use of the P.O.S. (the olds) away from me because i wouldn't give him a document of how many hours i've worked for the complex and how much money drew owes me. maybe when i leave home i can stop worrying about having people concerned with my business.
www.azcomplex.com we've got the site up. i built it and i'm trying to get it wayyyy better.
my stomach is in knots, and i fear the feeling will never depart.
i need help. i miss my dad so much and i'm beginning to just fall apart again.
kirsta.
all these pills don't seem to have much effect anymore.
i wonder what happens when i move out. no more meds because mark is bitter toward me? yeah, maybe then i'll hang myself because its too expensive to talk to someone.
i need a doctor.
so much to say..
www.azcomplex.com
www.riverslikeoceans.tk
www.eightshotrevolver.tk
by the way, to the people who love me and care about me and always have, i love you all too. i could never pay back all the times you have helped me and given me the attention i needed, even when i was overly dramatic or paranoid. i'm infinitely indebted to you.
xoxo
i am two people, an alter-ego of my alter-ego.
i hate living at my house, and drew told me i could move into sandy's old condo and they would help me out. i think i just may.
mark took the use of the P.O.S. (the olds) away from me because i wouldn't give him a document of how many hours i've worked for the complex and how much money drew owes me. maybe when i leave home i can stop worrying about having people concerned with my business.
www.azcomplex.com we've got the site up. i built it and i'm trying to get it wayyyy better.
my stomach is in knots, and i fear the feeling will never depart.
i need help. i miss my dad so much and i'm beginning to just fall apart again.
kirsta.
all these pills don't seem to have much effect anymore.
i wonder what happens when i move out. no more meds because mark is bitter toward me? yeah, maybe then i'll hang myself because its too expensive to talk to someone.
i need a doctor.
so much to say..
www.azcomplex.com
www.riverslikeoceans.tk
www.eightshotrevolver.tk
by the way, to the people who love me and care about me and always have, i love you all too. i could never pay back all the times you have helped me and given me the attention i needed, even when i was overly dramatic or paranoid. i'm infinitely indebted to you.
xoxo