May 29, 2006 01:26
i feel like tonight should have been the first night of summer.
and it sucks to think i have to take finals still.
god how i love the summer, care free, bare feet, playing in creeks, wasting away
graduation party season is commencing which is amazing because it entails 1.5 months of eating A LOT of free food!
did i mention i feel like i should be a senior? god. all my friends are seniors. and will all be gone. it will be wonderful. ps that was a lie, it will surely suck asssholess, many of them with mad cow disease.
but i'm promising myself i wont worry this summer
i wont worry that i only have 2 more months left with my amazing boyfriend, and that he'll be leaving on our 14 month anniversary (sure we're not the stupid kind to celebrate but WTF it still kinda sucks) and oh wait guess who has the Cannon Family Reunion the last weekend her best friend will be in town? Oh yes, that's moi!
i wont worry that i will be misrable next year with no Gabe to talk to, no Laura&Jane to laugh it, no Angie to reminsce with, no Anne, Sami, Laura, & Corrie to play softball with, no Sarah to do stage crew with, no Katherine to be in Concert Choir with, no ANYONE
boo
but i'm not going to worry
i'm going to waltz barefoot all summer, drink gallons of lemonade, swim till i have gills, and catch lightening bugs like there is no tomorrow
god what i would kill for summer this very second. . .