then why you tryin' to fuck him like a bitch?
when does school start gahhhh?
i'm so bored. so so so bored. today i babysat till 3. then i swam, took a nap, wrote some more college essay.
i dont think i want to go to college next year. it seems stupid to pay so much money when i have no fucking idea what i want to do--at all. it seems if i took a year off and lived in israel, it would give me time to find what i'm really really passionate about, and prepare me better for college. i still want to go to college, i think its really important, i just dont know if i'll be ready for it in 9 months. it's all still up in the air, i obviously am in no place to make any solid decision right now.
i really fucking love pulp fiction. could i be uma thurman, really? she inspired me to wear lipgloss. i love her.
some of the things i've been doing since i've been home are steadly becoming unimportant to me.