Apr 15, 2002 00:55
This has never been about light and darkness. It's been about what has always been in front of you. Try to look at things through the eyes of a T.V. from the 50's. Try to distinguish everything as black or white, light or dark. Then disregard the rest. Finding that nothing is truly an extreme of either, Their will be nothing.
Finding that all thing's are grey. It's a twilight. Their is no good, no evil. Only evil with good intentions, or evil with regret. People, places, things all have no distinction. Ever changing, as our minds can never truly focus.
This acceptance of an eternal twilight is the way to go. To realize that for every "YES" and "NO" their is a "MAYBE", or a "POSSIBLY" is what I found to be the comfort in life. Make no mistake life and love is compromise. Never find true happiness, it's been the down fall of man. If you ever do find it, the rest of your existence will be dedicated to find it again. So have your happiness with undertones of worry, Worry while recalling a funny moment in the past, and remember the past while focusing on the future.
This is how we live and this is how we die, In eternal twilight.