Broken Bliss

[cannon_fodder]

I started my day, waking up and just staring at the ceiling, then the window, then the clock, and then the ceiling again. I didn't want to get up. I was just so damn comfortble. (bliss) Then the phone rang. I picked up the phone after the first ring. It was Stephanie, the ex. (bliss stops) She just wanted to talk. Good for her. Talk to me, out of

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You know- I wasn't going to comment on this. But I can't not.

[dirtylittlefly]

I cannot believe you sometimes. Reading this shit reminds me why we're not together anymore. You're stupid- hypocritical- double standards. What I can't call you? It upsets you too much? Yet you have the audacity to show up at MY WORK every month or so- See if anything's changed. See if I'm happy. Do you think that just because I've moved on means that seeing you again doesn't hurt just as much as it hurts you? Because it does. It hurts so much. And I'm sick of you acting like you're the only one to have anything to be upset about. Yes- I lead you on, hurt you and I'm sorry. But I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive you. At least not enough to make myself believe anything would ever really change.

And just for the record- all I really wanted to do was talk to you. See how you were doing. I really do care, so much. But I can't do this. I'm not going to tolerate being your shoulder to cry on just to have you turn your back on me like this. Whether this is what you really think of me, or it's just a defense mechanism- I don't care. All I wanted was for you to be honest with me. I've said it time and time again, if it's too hard for you to talk to or see me, we don't have to. If my call made you uncomfortable- you should have said so, to my FACE. I didn't want it to come to this- but Stay Away. I refuse to be there when only it's convienent for you.

I do love you, So much. It's hard to let go but I have to. I'll never forget how happy you could make me pookie. We had some great times.

-Stephanie

Re: You know- I wasn't going to comment on this. But I can't not.

[dirtylittlefly]

POOKIE? Love you? Don't you have a man? You disgust me.

[dirtylittlefly]

Don't talk about shit you know nothing of. If you have a problem with me say it to my face. At least grow balls enough to show your name. Otherwise- Fuck off.