Jul 17, 2003 00:43
so after feeling alone, i needed to get out of the house.....so down to record and tape traders with me. even though caitlin was working there was a bunch of good laughs abound. least i feel a little more comfortable being around her and talking to her. maybe the words we exchanged earlier were all for the better. it's called progress....or maybe lauren's words stuck to me on the way there, and i won't take it too personally. i just really don't think lauren has been hurt that many times to be offering me advice like that....but i shouldn't say things i don't know about.
after that, i got home and found out my dad's phone has been disconnected so i have no means to get ahold of him. and he has b-day money for me and a new bathing suit...oh i hope i can reach him before friday. i sat down with the guitar for awhile to try and destroy the writer's demon....but no luck....oh well.... so i instead chatted with meredith and dave for awhile. i then came out in the living room to partake of suburbia....
"This place is so stupid. I can't believe we're sitting here in this mosh-pit of consumerism. With all these people eating their chunks of dead flesh..."
bedtime now b/c i have to get up early for....oh wait i dont have to do shit!! haha!!
~StEvO