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catonsvillegarth: you still hitting gay bingo tonight?
sheerdreck: yep
catonsvillegarth: mind if i come to?
sheerdreck: why
catonsvillegarth: i dont know...thought it may be fun
sheerdreck: you're crazy
catonsvillegarth: why thank you
sheerdreck: i don't know i don;t think you'll be down with it
catonsvillegarth: ok
sheerdreck: what do you think
catonsvillegarth: what do i think what?
sheerdreck: do you think you're really down with hanging out with a bunch of queers
catonsvillegarth: i dont know....i mean what ever it was something to do but i'm cool just staying here
sheerdreck: i'm sorry, now i feel bad, like i've told you you can't go or somthing
catonsvillegarth: no it's fine...i have a lot i should be doing around the house instead of going out
sheerdreck: are you sure
catonsvillegarth: yeah
catonsvillegarth: after all the shit i've gone through this week, i made the point last night to meredith that i need more alone time anyway
sheerdreck: what shit have you gone through this week
catonsvillegarth: alot of old memories i wanted to leave for dead have obviously come back into my life....like this girl who flirted with me a year and a half or so ago just told me today that she only did b/c she derived amusement from it, like it was a joke for her
sheerdreck: that sucks, stupid bitch
catonsvillegarth: yeah well thanks to record and tape traders for hiring her
sheerdreck: ah, it's that girl
sheerdreck: why did she tell you she only did it for fun
catonsvillegarth: she ended up coming in the coffee shop and wanted to talk to me...so we talked about old times and eventually of course our "encounter" came up, apparently her and faith had some talk about me back then and after that she thought it would be fun to torment me even further or whatever
sheerdreck: what, alright, she insain
catonsvillegarth: when she first said it, i kinda just shook it off saying "the past is the past"...but the more i think about it, the more i'm letting it get to me
sheerdreck: yeah that's pretty wrong
catonsvillegarth: and i had a talk with one of the cowles otday
sheerdreck: what'd they say
catonsvillegarth: just trying to find out who i've kept contacts with from high school, made me feel really guilty about not talking to either one of them in like almost two years....
catonsvillegarth: i've moved on in life and i dont think they understand that
catonsvillegarth: btw slightly off topic, i changed my whole webpage around
sheerdreck: well, they're kind of strange, and it's unfortunate. but you have moved on and i don't think you should feel guilty about it
sheerdreck: i know i saw the other day
catonsvillegarth: plus liz is now seeing someone
sheerdreck: that sucks
catonsvillegarth: so unless something extraordinary happens in the next two days...i think the ocean is going to have me waiting to be impressed
sheerdreck: lol
sheerdreck: why can't you have fun down the ocean if nothing happens
catonsvillegarth: oh i'll probably have fun if i can get drunk enough to forget everything else
sheerdreck: what ever, you need to stop taking everything so personally
catonsvillegarth: well i guess that's just how i am
isn't funny how someone wants you to go do something one minute and the next minute they practically tell you to piss off?
sheerdreck: yep
catonsvillegarth: mind if i come to?
sheerdreck: why
catonsvillegarth: i dont know...thought it may be fun
sheerdreck: you're crazy
catonsvillegarth: why thank you
sheerdreck: i don't know i don;t think you'll be down with it
catonsvillegarth: ok
sheerdreck: what do you think
catonsvillegarth: what do i think what?
sheerdreck: do you think you're really down with hanging out with a bunch of queers
catonsvillegarth: i dont know....i mean what ever it was something to do but i'm cool just staying here
sheerdreck: i'm sorry, now i feel bad, like i've told you you can't go or somthing
catonsvillegarth: no it's fine...i have a lot i should be doing around the house instead of going out
sheerdreck: are you sure
catonsvillegarth: yeah
catonsvillegarth: after all the shit i've gone through this week, i made the point last night to meredith that i need more alone time anyway
sheerdreck: what shit have you gone through this week
catonsvillegarth: alot of old memories i wanted to leave for dead have obviously come back into my life....like this girl who flirted with me a year and a half or so ago just told me today that she only did b/c she derived amusement from it, like it was a joke for her
sheerdreck: that sucks, stupid bitch
catonsvillegarth: yeah well thanks to record and tape traders for hiring her
sheerdreck: ah, it's that girl
sheerdreck: why did she tell you she only did it for fun
catonsvillegarth: she ended up coming in the coffee shop and wanted to talk to me...so we talked about old times and eventually of course our "encounter" came up, apparently her and faith had some talk about me back then and after that she thought it would be fun to torment me even further or whatever
sheerdreck: what, alright, she insain
catonsvillegarth: when she first said it, i kinda just shook it off saying "the past is the past"...but the more i think about it, the more i'm letting it get to me
sheerdreck: yeah that's pretty wrong
catonsvillegarth: and i had a talk with one of the cowles otday
sheerdreck: what'd they say
catonsvillegarth: just trying to find out who i've kept contacts with from high school, made me feel really guilty about not talking to either one of them in like almost two years....
catonsvillegarth: i've moved on in life and i dont think they understand that
catonsvillegarth: btw slightly off topic, i changed my whole webpage around
sheerdreck: well, they're kind of strange, and it's unfortunate. but you have moved on and i don't think you should feel guilty about it
sheerdreck: i know i saw the other day
catonsvillegarth: plus liz is now seeing someone
sheerdreck: that sucks
catonsvillegarth: so unless something extraordinary happens in the next two days...i think the ocean is going to have me waiting to be impressed
sheerdreck: lol
sheerdreck: why can't you have fun down the ocean if nothing happens
catonsvillegarth: oh i'll probably have fun if i can get drunk enough to forget everything else
sheerdreck: what ever, you need to stop taking everything so personally
catonsvillegarth: well i guess that's just how i am
isn't funny how someone wants you to go do something one minute and the next minute they practically tell you to piss off?