God damnit, don't read this entry.
I'm so frustrated right now. Burger King isn't paying me/giving me hours/ANYTHING, the people at my bank are fucking retarded (either that or I'm retarded which is more likely) so instead of having my money transferred from my AWESOME~ Burger King "money card" to my check card, it is now floating in cyberspace somewhere. AWESOME. I don't understand why I can't get a job somewhere else, I'm running out of places to apply. I feel like a failure right about now.
I just want to scream and beat my fists against the ground like a child. This is not what my life is supposed to be.
/end self flagellation
I'm going to drag myself out of the house today, practice driving some more, try to get things sorted at the bank, and round up shit to put on Ebay because even though I HAVE a job I'm not getting enough money to pay what tiny little bills I DO have. FFFFFFF. I know I can get a few hundred dollars out of my prom/homecoming court dresses at the very least. cool. At least I got everyone's Christmas presents done before everything went to shit?
I just want to scream and beat my fists against the ground like a child. This is not what my life is supposed to be.
/end self flagellation
I'm going to drag myself out of the house today, practice driving some more, try to get things sorted at the bank, and round up shit to put on Ebay because even though I HAVE a job I'm not getting enough money to pay what tiny little bills I DO have. FFFFFFF. I know I can get a few hundred dollars out of my prom/homecoming court dresses at the very least. cool. At least I got everyone's Christmas presents done before everything went to shit?