Aug 24, 2003 09:59
Well hello everyone. How is everybody. I just woke up, and sadly enough I just got to bed like an hour ago. I miss Taira already, she stayed until like 1:30 this morning, and after she left I kind of just came into my room and layed down until 9:00 then I actually fell asleep. She is so great. I hope she can come over today and hang out after she's done working. It's weird, I dont want to sound obsessive or anything, but when she isn't here I feel weak, and sad. We went to the mall yesterday with Amber and Ozzie, that was great, because Ozzie dressed up in a Yugi-Oh costume, and walked around the mall. We got so many reactions for it, it was great. Next time I'm bringing my camera. After the mall we went back to Ozzie's and attemepted to watch Fight Club, we didn't get very far into it before we had to leave. After that we dropped Amber and Ozzie off, and came back to my house. It felt so nice laying out in the living room with Taira, that I actually started to fall asleep. We then went outside because she was supposed to leave, but we ended up sitting out there on her car talking for about an hour and a half. I hated that she had to go, I wanted her to stay here with me. She makes me so happy, and it feels good, for the first time in my life I don't feel alone. She is the first person that I feel real comfortable with talking to about anything. So Ozzfest is this Thursday, and I can't wait. I am going to have so much fun with Taira, Amber, and Ozzie. I feel so good right now, my life seems to actually be picking up. I hope it stays up. I don't want any of this to end. I want to stay this way. Well I will let you all get back to whatever you want to get back to, and I will talk to everyone later. Bye. SHOOT ME!!!!!!