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Well, I started my new job yesterday. Fish lips is a pretty cool place! I enjoy the food and the people seem nice. I was trained by a girl named Kat who fawned over every baby there was. She's like, I am so ready for one! Good luck to her! She can have it!
Which brings me to another subject. Abortion... I certainly am not going to preach to someone about what they should do. I would never condescend to tell someone what to do in that sort of situation... But I guess I still have a hard time with it. I mean, shit, if I was put in that situation, what would I do? I would like to honestly say, that unless it was an extraneous situation, I would have the baby, and keep it. But if I couldn't give it a good life, would I be able to give it up for adoption? or abortion? Could I go through life knowing that there might be a little me roaming around? or that I was the cause of a little one not to be alive? I don't think I could cope, especially since I tend to obsess about things. I think it would kill me. I know this girl who aborted one, then got pregnant and lost it, then was pregnant again, and the baby died in her womb, but didn't come out, so she had to abort it too. Is she being punished by Karma or something else? I know another girl I went to high school with that has one kid and has aborted two others! you would think she would learn to either close her legs... or use some form of birth control!!! DUH! but I guess some people are just dumb hoes. That makes me mad. close your friggin legs! keep your pants zipped or for gods sake, learn some effing responsibility!
but, I guess I got up on a soap box... I guess I can't really say what I would do in that situation until i've been in it. I will say I guess I've had some form of a mini abortion or something... the morning after pill for an accident. Could that be considered wrong? who knows...
been pretty moody lately. correction, been pretty moody since Sunday night around 1230, so I guess early Monday morning.
Yes, goddammit, I'm still pretty pissed by the immature and rude actions taken by someone I saw then. I was very upset and he's lucky all I did was smack him in the face. I haven't been that pissed in a long time. He might think it was a joke... but I don't consider it one. It will be a cold day in hell before I consider forgiving him for his actions. you know who you are and you know what i'm talking about. so fuck off! it wasn't right. you violated me and our friendship. it hurt me physically as well as emotionally. I was there for you, and you repay me by doing that. I don't think I will be going on friday... I might, if scott and saji are there and you stay the fuck away from me. I will not ride in a car with you and I will not sit next to you at the club. don't even think about dancing with me. Find some hoe who doesn't have a boyfriend, and who might welcome that attention. If you ever pull that again I swear you will live to regret it. you cannot believe how pissed and upset I still am. so's Sean.
I guess that's it. i just worked myself up again!
Which brings me to another subject. Abortion... I certainly am not going to preach to someone about what they should do. I would never condescend to tell someone what to do in that sort of situation... But I guess I still have a hard time with it. I mean, shit, if I was put in that situation, what would I do? I would like to honestly say, that unless it was an extraneous situation, I would have the baby, and keep it. But if I couldn't give it a good life, would I be able to give it up for adoption? or abortion? Could I go through life knowing that there might be a little me roaming around? or that I was the cause of a little one not to be alive? I don't think I could cope, especially since I tend to obsess about things. I think it would kill me. I know this girl who aborted one, then got pregnant and lost it, then was pregnant again, and the baby died in her womb, but didn't come out, so she had to abort it too. Is she being punished by Karma or something else? I know another girl I went to high school with that has one kid and has aborted two others! you would think she would learn to either close her legs... or use some form of birth control!!! DUH! but I guess some people are just dumb hoes. That makes me mad. close your friggin legs! keep your pants zipped or for gods sake, learn some effing responsibility!
but, I guess I got up on a soap box... I guess I can't really say what I would do in that situation until i've been in it. I will say I guess I've had some form of a mini abortion or something... the morning after pill for an accident. Could that be considered wrong? who knows...
been pretty moody lately. correction, been pretty moody since Sunday night around 1230, so I guess early Monday morning.
Yes, goddammit, I'm still pretty pissed by the immature and rude actions taken by someone I saw then. I was very upset and he's lucky all I did was smack him in the face. I haven't been that pissed in a long time. He might think it was a joke... but I don't consider it one. It will be a cold day in hell before I consider forgiving him for his actions. you know who you are and you know what i'm talking about. so fuck off! it wasn't right. you violated me and our friendship. it hurt me physically as well as emotionally. I was there for you, and you repay me by doing that. I don't think I will be going on friday... I might, if scott and saji are there and you stay the fuck away from me. I will not ride in a car with you and I will not sit next to you at the club. don't even think about dancing with me. Find some hoe who doesn't have a boyfriend, and who might welcome that attention. If you ever pull that again I swear you will live to regret it. you cannot believe how pissed and upset I still am. so's Sean.
I guess that's it. i just worked myself up again!