hmmmmm why
i saw someone die infront of me last night and i feel strange because like i wasn't too bothered :o/, i sorta knew it would happen because everyone was racing faster than usual and there were a lot of idiots there, apart from that i'm okies now, my heads still fucked up and recoverings hard :o(, but i'll manage i jus need to get my feelings sorted out about who i genuinly care about and who i jus wanna know but ah well i'll survive I WILL SURVIVE :P