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So instead of working on things to finish up the year i'm blogging on myspace, alas, alas. Well, i have great news to report, i'm leaving this godforsaken town of columbia. Truth be told I never got the best feeling about this palce, what with the crazy drunken college students and people that I simply don’t feel as if I relate to, but after Easter I decided that I had to GTFO this townernet.
I always have a hard time coming back to Columbia after a trip, but Easter was the worst. Once we got into the city I got that lump in my throat and started choking it back, by the time I was in my room with my mom and sister I could no longer stand it and made the, leave (I was quite the prick about it as well). Once they were gone the flood gates opened and I spent the next hour or so weeping about being back here, and that was when I really told myself “I can’t handle another year here” well I let it pass and it seemed like another resolve I wouldn’t be able to keep as I got used to the city again. Then came camp.
I didn’t want to go to camp, but Nicole seemed really gung-ho about camp since the first time we got together so I went for her, I did it because I love her and would do anything for her. But not this, not ever again. Long car rides with a guy I don’t exactly like + drunken douche-bags + goons + rain = 1 very unhappy Jamie. However, once I got back to Columbia I was still depressed about being back there. So the next day I looked at coastal and saw that It was definitely plausible to go there, so I spoke to Nicole, Whilden, Mom, and Louie and now it’s official. I hope that all will work out with the job and living places I have set-up currently.
Now, let me preface this for all readers who aren’t from myrtle beach. I am the only person I know that likes Myrtle Beach, and want to go back. Most everyone’s goal is to get out of there as quickly as possible, but I adore the area, everything about it, from the beach, to surfside, to fresh brewed coffee, to the social, to gay dolphin. Everything in the city I adore, and I also adore the people in the city, but there is something about myrtle beach that makes me feel home, I really don’t ever want to leave again, it’s the perfect size for me, and I could be happy there for the rest of my life. I don’t know what I see that so many others don’t but I’m very glad I do because the myrtle beach area is the only place that I ever want to call home.
I always have a hard time coming back to Columbia after a trip, but Easter was the worst. Once we got into the city I got that lump in my throat and started choking it back, by the time I was in my room with my mom and sister I could no longer stand it and made the, leave (I was quite the prick about it as well). Once they were gone the flood gates opened and I spent the next hour or so weeping about being back here, and that was when I really told myself “I can’t handle another year here” well I let it pass and it seemed like another resolve I wouldn’t be able to keep as I got used to the city again. Then came camp.
I didn’t want to go to camp, but Nicole seemed really gung-ho about camp since the first time we got together so I went for her, I did it because I love her and would do anything for her. But not this, not ever again. Long car rides with a guy I don’t exactly like + drunken douche-bags + goons + rain = 1 very unhappy Jamie. However, once I got back to Columbia I was still depressed about being back there. So the next day I looked at coastal and saw that It was definitely plausible to go there, so I spoke to Nicole, Whilden, Mom, and Louie and now it’s official. I hope that all will work out with the job and living places I have set-up currently.
Now, let me preface this for all readers who aren’t from myrtle beach. I am the only person I know that likes Myrtle Beach, and want to go back. Most everyone’s goal is to get out of there as quickly as possible, but I adore the area, everything about it, from the beach, to surfside, to fresh brewed coffee, to the social, to gay dolphin. Everything in the city I adore, and I also adore the people in the city, but there is something about myrtle beach that makes me feel home, I really don’t ever want to leave again, it’s the perfect size for me, and I could be happy there for the rest of my life. I don’t know what I see that so many others don’t but I’m very glad I do because the myrtle beach area is the only place that I ever want to call home.