the first day of school.
wow, it was shitty. It could've been better if the fucking counselor actually listened to the students' requests and try to work things out, but all they do is not answering quetions, turning away students, making us miserable. they dont tell me anything about anything, no one even told us about what classes are where, becuase of all the stupid renovation, they dont tell me where to go after 4th period, when i ask, it takes the longest time to get the answer. I'm in stupid classes with stupid people. i really wish i tried doing better at school so i didnt have to be in stupid classes with stupid people. i dont like those people. i dont like my stupid classes, but some teachers are fun, but the classes are so stupid i cant handle it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so suffocated and gross. i'm not declaring "school is not for me" or anything, but im saying "stupid schoool with stupid people and stupid classes is not for me"
so when i was leaving at lunch, i was feeling anxious. i dont share the same experience of school with anyone anymore, none of my friends. im scared, kinda sad, and i really want to know if the decision i made is a good one. shit. i didnt even get to see my friends i havent seen in a while, and not seeing anyone becuase my design class thing is going to happen more and more and more. and im going to feel sadder and sadder and sadder, and lonelier lonlier and lonlier. i'm so worried and cant handle it.
i cant even post lovely pictures from the summer becuase i cant find the cable. i was so sad then i had the wonderful healthy snack of cookies and soy milk. thank you trader joe for making my all butter shortbread cookies with chocolate filling. the greatness of the cookie made me think of how much i raisin oatmeal cookies.
so when i was leaving at lunch, i was feeling anxious. i dont share the same experience of school with anyone anymore, none of my friends. im scared, kinda sad, and i really want to know if the decision i made is a good one. shit. i didnt even get to see my friends i havent seen in a while, and not seeing anyone becuase my design class thing is going to happen more and more and more. and im going to feel sadder and sadder and sadder, and lonelier lonlier and lonlier. i'm so worried and cant handle it.
i cant even post lovely pictures from the summer becuase i cant find the cable. i was so sad then i had the wonderful healthy snack of cookies and soy milk. thank you trader joe for making my all butter shortbread cookies with chocolate filling. the greatness of the cookie made me think of how much i raisin oatmeal cookies.