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I'm at the library and I have a headache. I've just finished reading Peace Breaks Out by John Knowles.
I hope I find a job soon. I don't want to have to worry about being able to afford rent. I'll be fine for a while but I need to get into some action pretty soon if I want to support myself. I plan on focusing all of my energy in my school work come fall, graduate with a decent GPA. It's all so significant and insignifcant at the same time. It's everything and it's nothing. I get these bursts of inspiration, of wanting to further my knowledge at whatever cost, to push myself in all directions. These bursts, as they are bursts, don't last long. I'm wondering if there is anything I can do to lengthen these feelings of motivation. I need to push myself, etc, but where to get the drive to push myself to have drive?
I'm not sure.
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I hope I find a job soon. I don't want to have to worry about being able to afford rent. I'll be fine for a while but I need to get into some action pretty soon if I want to support myself. I plan on focusing all of my energy in my school work come fall, graduate with a decent GPA. It's all so significant and insignifcant at the same time. It's everything and it's nothing. I get these bursts of inspiration, of wanting to further my knowledge at whatever cost, to push myself in all directions. These bursts, as they are bursts, don't last long. I'm wondering if there is anything I can do to lengthen these feelings of motivation. I need to push myself, etc, but where to get the drive to push myself to have drive?
I'm not sure.
Time to browse