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SO Jason just called and said he was running really late. I would go back to sleep for about 20 minutes more, but I'm sure I'd have a hard time waking up. AGAIN. so yes. Here I am.
I've been having really strange and realllyy vivid dreams the past couple of nights. Dreams where I wake up with intense emotions and I'm not sure whether or not they've actually happened.
Most of the time I'm glad they didn't.
So I've realized that I'm always waiting for something, some other place to go, somewhere better. as if right now is never good enough. And I know that when I get to wherever I'm going next, I'll feel the same way I did before. I hate that feeling. The feeling of constant waiting. waiting for NOhitng while expecting everything. I need to be happy with right now. always.
ps. Lady in the Water is a horrible movie. But I do like Paul Giamatti
I've been having really strange and realllyy vivid dreams the past couple of nights. Dreams where I wake up with intense emotions and I'm not sure whether or not they've actually happened.
Most of the time I'm glad they didn't.
So I've realized that I'm always waiting for something, some other place to go, somewhere better. as if right now is never good enough. And I know that when I get to wherever I'm going next, I'll feel the same way I did before. I hate that feeling. The feeling of constant waiting. waiting for NOhitng while expecting everything. I need to be happy with right now. always.
ps. Lady in the Water is a horrible movie. But I do like Paul Giamatti