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In a sort of belated New Year's resolution, I would like to attempt to start writing in here again. Partially because I have always been so fond of being able to go back through the years and read about where I was and I realize that I won't be able to do that with these recent years.
We shall see how this attempt goes.
I think I'm more afraid of analyzing things these days, because when I look back I know that a lot of my problems and disappointments were caused by the fact that I was overanalyzing everything that was happening to me. I needed to learn how to step back and just live. I think I've become a bit more controlled in the sense that now I can feel my self reading too far into things and getting all worked up over nothing and talk myself down.
All that being said, things feel good right now. Temporary, but good. I want to remember that.
We shall see how this attempt goes.
I think I'm more afraid of analyzing things these days, because when I look back I know that a lot of my problems and disappointments were caused by the fact that I was overanalyzing everything that was happening to me. I needed to learn how to step back and just live. I think I've become a bit more controlled in the sense that now I can feel my self reading too far into things and getting all worked up over nothing and talk myself down.
All that being said, things feel good right now. Temporary, but good. I want to remember that.