Nov 12, 2009 22:25
The past few weeks have been.... a whirlwind. The good has been oh so good (if not a little blurry) and documented in no less than 400 pictures. The bad has been overwhelming and building up for all too long. I don't know where my head is at, for a few days now things have just felt so off. I'm trying to work on it. To face a lot of things. To work on honesty and to more importantly figure out where I'm doing/where I'm going. Big questions. I'm kind of scared of what the next few weeks may tell me. I guess it was kind of inevitable, if not 7.5 years too late.
The other day while having a conversation with an old friend he pointed out that we had almost the exact same conversation just about 4 years ago. That says something.
I'm not making it up to Cleveland for Thanksgiving, which is sad and different but almost confirming this whole 'adult' thing that's been happening.
I've returned to vague words and ramblings. I need to fill you all in on the gaps. In person, or in the very least on the phone.
Can we look forward to a Christmas reunion?