On things that leave you in a black hole. whole.
So here's the thing. I have only one more assignment to do for college. I have one paper, and its easy. There are plenty of topics that I could write on. And its a philosophy paper so, piece of cake. I think I've written somewhere around 40 of them in the past 4 years. But I just cant bring myself to start it. And I dont really know why. Its not something I think Im going to have trouble with, or even that its going to take a long time. I just....cant start it. Its like I kind of dont want the year to be over. I mean, I DO. I REALLY DO. But theres a part of me that is still holding on to my occidental existence. Ugh. I dont know.
Maybe its because I dont know what comes after this. Law school, obvs. But its just strange to not have another semester of undetgrad awaiting me. Kind of scary. Im moving into a real condo with andrew, and having to live more in the real world. Which, dont get me wrong, I am actually REALLY stoked about. I cant wait to cook for myself etc. Its just still weird.
Once I write this paper I step out of being a student at oxy and into the black void of nothingness. And some part of me thinks that this should be a REALLY good paper since its my last. Which is silly because its for a 200 level class and isnt half as interesting as some of the other papers I've written. Anyhooo. It isnt like me to be weirded out by this. Hm.
Maybe its because I dont know what comes after this. Law school, obvs. But its just strange to not have another semester of undetgrad awaiting me. Kind of scary. Im moving into a real condo with andrew, and having to live more in the real world. Which, dont get me wrong, I am actually REALLY stoked about. I cant wait to cook for myself etc. Its just still weird.
Once I write this paper I step out of being a student at oxy and into the black void of nothingness. And some part of me thinks that this should be a REALLY good paper since its my last. Which is silly because its for a 200 level class and isnt half as interesting as some of the other papers I've written. Anyhooo. It isnt like me to be weirded out by this. Hm.