just a thought...
you know... I'm not sure I have any single friends left. I'm starting to think that maybe Dawn was my last chance to be happy.. or at least, not alone. That's scary, 'cause she was a nut.
If you had asked me 5 years ago if 27 was old. I would say hell no, you should certainly be enjoying life at least well into your thirties. But now, I feel old. I feel like all of the people who I know that are enjoying life are younger than me. What makes it worse, is that they don't feel like they are enjoying life. They will look back in a few years and realize it, but they don't see it now.
There is a certain zest, or maybe some kind of mojo that I used to have, but I don't anymore. I imagine this could be entirely in my head. Which means, this is something I can rise above if I can figure it out. I seem to have lost all confidence with people, not that I had much to begin with. And, I'm not just talking about women. I feel detached from just about everybody, and I didn't used to feel this way.
The easiest answer would be that my experience with Dawn has left me screwed up. If that's true, after this long, than I think I may need some help.
I don't think I'm making any sense ,
Good Night
If you had asked me 5 years ago if 27 was old. I would say hell no, you should certainly be enjoying life at least well into your thirties. But now, I feel old. I feel like all of the people who I know that are enjoying life are younger than me. What makes it worse, is that they don't feel like they are enjoying life. They will look back in a few years and realize it, but they don't see it now.
There is a certain zest, or maybe some kind of mojo that I used to have, but I don't anymore. I imagine this could be entirely in my head. Which means, this is something I can rise above if I can figure it out. I seem to have lost all confidence with people, not that I had much to begin with. And, I'm not just talking about women. I feel detached from just about everybody, and I didn't used to feel this way.
The easiest answer would be that my experience with Dawn has left me screwed up. If that's true, after this long, than I think I may need some help.
I don't think I'm making any sense ,
Good Night