Rant: Part 2 - Addictions and Ruts
Now for the second part of my pity-party/rant/whining. My internet addiction is BACK! I try so fucking hard to get under control, things are going great and out of nowhere I find that I've spent 7 hours online reading fanfiction! Sometimes I wish the Internet had never been invented, especially when the only way I can see to truly control my addiction is not a valid option!
Now why wouldn't it be a valid option? Because, the only way to truly control my addiction would be to completely and totally remove myself from the Internet. But nope, can't do that. For one thing, at least a full quarter of my assignments this semester have been handed out online. For another, more than half of all the applications for jobs I've filled out have been ON-LINE. It fucking suxor to be me.
Let's not forget the stupid rut I seem to be stuck in either. What rut? The one where my social life stays at a flat-line and I eventually find myself wandering into the computer lab and accessing the Internet and through it fanfiction websites because there is abso-fucking-lutely nothing else to do in this tiny little hick-town I'm stranded in! I should have gone to a bigger University. At least those towns have decent shops to loiter in.
Canis Black
P.s.
No comments needed or wanted here either.
Now why wouldn't it be a valid option? Because, the only way to truly control my addiction would be to completely and totally remove myself from the Internet. But nope, can't do that. For one thing, at least a full quarter of my assignments this semester have been handed out online. For another, more than half of all the applications for jobs I've filled out have been ON-LINE. It fucking suxor to be me.
Let's not forget the stupid rut I seem to be stuck in either. What rut? The one where my social life stays at a flat-line and I eventually find myself wandering into the computer lab and accessing the Internet and through it fanfiction websites because there is abso-fucking-lutely nothing else to do in this tiny little hick-town I'm stranded in! I should have gone to a bigger University. At least those towns have decent shops to loiter in.
Canis Black
P.s.
No comments needed or wanted here either.