Behind the wheel
Yesterday's driving lesson went so-so.
I felt very nervous again, a bit like the first time, but after a while the nervousness faded. That is until I almost crash the car against someone coming the opposite way. I was too busy checking for cars coming from the right that I totally forgot about the 'tegenliggers' lol.
The instructor had to break and I felt like shit for being stupid. But that was the biggest mistake, after that it was the usual stuff like the car dying on me, me messing around with the gears, my curves were either too wide, too short, too clumsy, too fast, too *insert negative thing here*, and my hellingproef sucked.
She says it's understandable, after three weeks of not driving, and that I shouldn't worry too much.
*sigh* will I ever learn to like this? I know I moan too much about this, but it really makes me uneasy, knowing that I can hurt myself, but the thought even killing someone else due to my stupidity is what kinda takes the joy and thrill away. :P
Driving sucks and cars are stupid so there. *grunt*
On to happier things, there's SUNSHINE OUT THERE!!! SUNSHINE! I had almost forgotten what it looked and felt like! :P
Looks like we'll have quite decent weather at Lowlands, so I can't complain. Oh, no, wait. I do have one complain. Why do they insist on organizing that damn festival while I'm on my period?! Every fucking year's been the same! They do it on purpose, I know it. They're out to get me.
Nichie
I felt very nervous again, a bit like the first time, but after a while the nervousness faded. That is until I almost crash the car against someone coming the opposite way. I was too busy checking for cars coming from the right that I totally forgot about the 'tegenliggers' lol.
The instructor had to break and I felt like shit for being stupid. But that was the biggest mistake, after that it was the usual stuff like the car dying on me, me messing around with the gears, my curves were either too wide, too short, too clumsy, too fast, too *insert negative thing here*, and my hellingproef sucked.
She says it's understandable, after three weeks of not driving, and that I shouldn't worry too much.
*sigh* will I ever learn to like this? I know I moan too much about this, but it really makes me uneasy, knowing that I can hurt myself, but the thought even killing someone else due to my stupidity is what kinda takes the joy and thrill away. :P
Driving sucks and cars are stupid so there. *grunt*
On to happier things, there's SUNSHINE OUT THERE!!! SUNSHINE! I had almost forgotten what it looked and felt like! :P
Looks like we'll have quite decent weather at Lowlands, so I can't complain. Oh, no, wait. I do have one complain. Why do they insist on organizing that damn festival while I'm on my period?! Every fucking year's been the same! They do it on purpose, I know it. They're out to get me.
Nichie