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ok so today i went school shopping and all these weird kids were there and they were mean and like shoved me away from the notebooks i was not liking it. so tomorrows first day of school and im really scared really really scared. i wish i didnt have to go so much. i can just see myself getting there and having no friends. all these people say oh talk to so and so theyre nice but im to afraid to go up to people in the first place. i have never been this afraid of anything in my life. i wish i was back at st.bernards not cause i like it but i just want to be with my friends. then im also scared of loosing all the friends i have now somehow. this sucks. i hate school alot.