it was bound to happen so just...keep moving on...there are no perfect endings...
tonight is definitely a straylight night.
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
And someday I swear I'm going to get it
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is.
so this feeling. this melancholy-but-not-quite-sad mindset/mood. I don't know why but it always seems to hit on sundays. the cure you ask? rachel elizabeth leonard. what I would do without her, I don't have a clue.
You can't see...
Cause after this mess,
I guess you bet,
That I'd collapse before you do,
Well maybe that's true,
Or maybe it's not at all...
this weekend was busy and fast-paced, but in a word, good. I had fun getting ready (amongst all the unnerving last minute changes) and our discordant group actually clicked pretty well. It was awesome to have Bryan around even if he did scare away the possibility of friendships with the rest of the people in my group. Seeing everyone was fun and Collin was a good date. The exhaustion kinda sucked but I guess thats what you get for staying awake for 22 hours without a second's break. hm.. overall: I'm glad I went and had fun.. but I hate that I have nothing else to look forward to for awhile. Making it to homecoming has been whats kept me going the last few weeks and now thats its over.. I have the dismal image of ms clarke flashing through my mind.
Then he asked me,
What does that mean?
What's another word for desperate?
Repetition makes an impression,
So what's another word for desperate?
I won't be around here for too very long,
I won't be around here for too very long!
And they'll tear into you,
They will, they will...
They will, they will...
Take it apart!
Let it all go!
Holding it back!
It's all just so..!
Why did I care!?
How did it go!?
Wait for awhile!
And I guess that...!
I won't be around here for too very long!
I won't be around here for too very long!
I hate that I'm drowning in senior year, gasping for breath in a sea that keeps shoving me back down. when will I be able to take a deep breath? when will I be able to enjoy the days what will transform into the memories I'll cherish?
Come on try and keep this,
Keep this, you can grit your teeth,
And do your job. they'll never know the difference,
Keep it going one day,
Month, a year or more,
Ignore that sinking feeling,
So I focused on what,
I've been promised
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
And someday I swear I'm going to get it
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is.
so this feeling. this melancholy-but-not-quite-sad mindset/mood. I don't know why but it always seems to hit on sundays. the cure you ask? rachel elizabeth leonard. what I would do without her, I don't have a clue.
You can't see...
Cause after this mess,
I guess you bet,
That I'd collapse before you do,
Well maybe that's true,
Or maybe it's not at all...
this weekend was busy and fast-paced, but in a word, good. I had fun getting ready (amongst all the unnerving last minute changes) and our discordant group actually clicked pretty well. It was awesome to have Bryan around even if he did scare away the possibility of friendships with the rest of the people in my group. Seeing everyone was fun and Collin was a good date. The exhaustion kinda sucked but I guess thats what you get for staying awake for 22 hours without a second's break. hm.. overall: I'm glad I went and had fun.. but I hate that I have nothing else to look forward to for awhile. Making it to homecoming has been whats kept me going the last few weeks and now thats its over.. I have the dismal image of ms clarke flashing through my mind.
Then he asked me,
What does that mean?
What's another word for desperate?
Repetition makes an impression,
So what's another word for desperate?
I won't be around here for too very long,
I won't be around here for too very long!
And they'll tear into you,
They will, they will...
They will, they will...
Take it apart!
Let it all go!
Holding it back!
It's all just so..!
Why did I care!?
How did it go!?
Wait for awhile!
And I guess that...!
I won't be around here for too very long!
I won't be around here for too very long!
I hate that I'm drowning in senior year, gasping for breath in a sea that keeps shoving me back down. when will I be able to take a deep breath? when will I be able to enjoy the days what will transform into the memories I'll cherish?
Come on try and keep this,
Keep this, you can grit your teeth,
And do your job. they'll never know the difference,
Keep it going one day,
Month, a year or more,
Ignore that sinking feeling,
So I focused on what,
I've been promised