from the rising of the sun, to the end of every day...
There is one feeling in this world that I really hate: regret. I hate looking back on times or situations and hitting myself for doing something or for, in most cases, not doing something. I guess I just wish I could get everything right the first time.
Love is a really powerful word. I hear so many people throw it around and it's so different to hear when it's truly meant. Like listening to a newlywed talk about their new spouse, or hearing a parent speak lovingly of a new child... love for them is so different from the love I hear abused in modern times. Like reading in a freshman's profile how they love their bf of one month, or hearing someone say they love their family and then watching them tear it apart by fighting with their parents or doing drugs or something stupid. And I know it sounds cliche, but I'd love to experience and feel REAL love. Not the high school bullshit that people think they're a part of.. but genuine altruistic love. Even if it means I'm the one who loves someone who doesn't love me in return, I'd still be feeling something amazing. I guess I'll just keep waiting...
I need sleep really really bad. band banquet was fun and I had a really good time last night but it left me extremely sleep deprived. The Wasteland SUCKS, and Baratti's paper is going to kill me so I don't even want to start it or go near it. I'll leave you with one final note though- good advice from sir bryan:
Phaentros: go kiss boys
Love is a really powerful word. I hear so many people throw it around and it's so different to hear when it's truly meant. Like listening to a newlywed talk about their new spouse, or hearing a parent speak lovingly of a new child... love for them is so different from the love I hear abused in modern times. Like reading in a freshman's profile how they love their bf of one month, or hearing someone say they love their family and then watching them tear it apart by fighting with their parents or doing drugs or something stupid. And I know it sounds cliche, but I'd love to experience and feel REAL love. Not the high school bullshit that people think they're a part of.. but genuine altruistic love. Even if it means I'm the one who loves someone who doesn't love me in return, I'd still be feeling something amazing. I guess I'll just keep waiting...
I need sleep really really bad. band banquet was fun and I had a really good time last night but it left me extremely sleep deprived. The Wasteland SUCKS, and Baratti's paper is going to kill me so I don't even want to start it or go near it. I'll leave you with one final note though- good advice from sir bryan:
Phaentros: go kiss boys