I swear that if I could, I'd take it all. take it all away, all the sorrow and the pain...
I said I'd write more to expand on the retreat but I don't really feel like it. This weekend was good and I think I'm just going to leave it at that. Oh and I'm gonna say I met a ton of cute sophomores! I get so excited to see them in the halls! Like Ali and Sarah and before first period and Nick and Kasey between classes, and Kaitlin after school! ah it's so awesome! but yah I'm done.
Saturday is my interview for Georgetown and while I'm a little nervous... I kinda don't care too much. Like I want to get in, but I think I want to get in for the mere sake of knowing I worked my butt off for something. I dunno. I've been really getting annoyed recently with the realization I could have done a lot less and still been fine getting into college. Especially getting into schools in state because frankly thats where I'll probably end up after everyone leaves for far off ivy league schools. and that stinks.
Scholarships are a pain to apply for. I seriously think they're worse than plain college aps. They are like twice as many essays and consist of weird formats and retarded short answer questions. And it sucks to know that because I'm white and dont NEED a lot of money, I probably won't get anything for all my hard work. I wish I could go to Notre Dame and just not worry about money.. but no. I'm white and they think I can pay for it. those fools.
Rach's Senior Presentation is Saturday night and I'm really excited. It's always fun to get dressed up and I like everyone else Rach invited so I think I'm gonna have a good time. I just hope it doesn't rain too much..
I got to see Austin and Bryan Monday night... well Austin before and after that but Bryan just that night. I had a pretty good time. We rehashed a windows-down-scream-a-thon down Cypresswood and Bryan put his arm around me at Coldstone to imply that we were on a double date with Austin and Kevin. I laughed really hard about that one.
I'm really tired and I have a long day tomorrow. I really hope everyone from the retreat shows up at the reunion. There were like 8 retreatants at bible study tonight and it made me really really happy. hopefully the board meeting doesn't last too long so I dont have to miss too much of the party. hm...
sleep time. more writing will come later. and I apologize for this pointless entry.
You'll be lucky if you make it out alive
Have we lost our minds?
What the hell were we all thinking?
Now they're choosing sides
Well this is the world as we know it
Have we lost our minds?
Saturday is my interview for Georgetown and while I'm a little nervous... I kinda don't care too much. Like I want to get in, but I think I want to get in for the mere sake of knowing I worked my butt off for something. I dunno. I've been really getting annoyed recently with the realization I could have done a lot less and still been fine getting into college. Especially getting into schools in state because frankly thats where I'll probably end up after everyone leaves for far off ivy league schools. and that stinks.
Scholarships are a pain to apply for. I seriously think they're worse than plain college aps. They are like twice as many essays and consist of weird formats and retarded short answer questions. And it sucks to know that because I'm white and dont NEED a lot of money, I probably won't get anything for all my hard work. I wish I could go to Notre Dame and just not worry about money.. but no. I'm white and they think I can pay for it. those fools.
Rach's Senior Presentation is Saturday night and I'm really excited. It's always fun to get dressed up and I like everyone else Rach invited so I think I'm gonna have a good time. I just hope it doesn't rain too much..
I got to see Austin and Bryan Monday night... well Austin before and after that but Bryan just that night. I had a pretty good time. We rehashed a windows-down-scream-a-thon down Cypresswood and Bryan put his arm around me at Coldstone to imply that we were on a double date with Austin and Kevin. I laughed really hard about that one.
I'm really tired and I have a long day tomorrow. I really hope everyone from the retreat shows up at the reunion. There were like 8 retreatants at bible study tonight and it made me really really happy. hopefully the board meeting doesn't last too long so I dont have to miss too much of the party. hm...
sleep time. more writing will come later. and I apologize for this pointless entry.
You'll be lucky if you make it out alive
Have we lost our minds?
What the hell were we all thinking?
Now they're choosing sides
Well this is the world as we know it
Have we lost our minds?