confused
I'm really confused right now and I feel like sobbing. I don't know how much hope I have anymore, for anything. This isn't saying that I'm suicidal or anything, it's just that I haven't experienced anything inspiring and soul refreshing in a while and that gets me down. I remember, when my worries and heartbreak weren't so big, my hope could be replenished just by looking at an awesome cloud or something, but now I feel like I need something a lot bigger to come along. I know I'm the only one to be able to bring that on too, so it's on me. I guess I just had so much hope for life last year, and now I'm down and out and lower than I've ever been.
Well SHIT.
Well SHIT.